It looks like you have quite the history with us (which, for the record, were under the usernames "Tenahh" and "Savoured"). Allow this previous ban appeal to jog your memory:
Your previous infractions include:
Neglecting public farms
Intentionally provoking people
Wasting staff's time
Making insensitive jokes
Abusing our forum
Certainly, you can see how your behavior isn't accepted on here?
While some of the staff (not many) would have been inclined to take your word that you matured, your history shows otherwise. Specifically, from your second ban appeal, you posted:
After we denied your appeal, you then posted these two comments:
As you can hopefully see, it is very difficult for you to claim that you've matured when you...obviously haven't, and that you lied to us.
As a final point, the staff member handling your appeal posted the following:
I'll let you respond in this thread, but keep in mind that no staff are vouching for you. Your argument that "we shouldn't be heavy on this ban because it happened a long time ago and you have matured" is not a valid one because you lied to our faces about this very thing. We were rightfully heavy in this ban, and our opinion hasn't changed, even after a year-and-a-half. In light of your toxic behavior, your lies about your maturity, and our staff decision to deny all future ban appeals, why should we forgive you?