I was griefing on a lot of servers. I mean I was like destroying houses with TNT with dispensers and throwing lava and stealing things from many players. It was like something I was doing because I wasn't caring at all for anyone. I wanted more and more things in my chests. Something like raids. I wasn't focused on Minecraft. I was playing Minecraft when I was full bored to play other games such as CSGO or Call Of Duty so I really didn't care about a ban.
I took a lot of bans on multiple servers for griefing. Last time I griefed was on Diversity 1 year ago. I have friends that play on Diversity who I told to join the server because they were searching for a good community. They told me to join but I couldn't because of the ban. I want to come back because of this, my friends are back to the server and I will not be alone now. By alone I mean no one close to me like these friends.
Of course I understand that whatever I did was wrong but this time it's different and everyone changes. Also I put so much effort in making contact with the staff for my ban appeal. I asked my friends to tell to the server chat to tell the admins to check my ban appeal and I am every day waiting for a staff member to answer me.
I just want to come back but this time be the right player in the right place and I don't think that anyone would continue trying so long for an unban if he hasn't changed a bit after 1 year.
Thanks for reading.